Sunday, October 15, 2017

Packing for SAL: The Best Book for the Trip

My journey to NAEA School for Art Leaders 2017 began just before NAEA New York 2017 via am email.  The email piqued my interest for SAL.  In New York I made a point to attend one of the SAL 2016 cohort presentations which confirmed my desire to be a part of SAL.
Fast forward to the first week in July.  I am packing for a week at Crystal Bridges facing my fears and uncertainties as well as a fair amount of imposter syndrome.  To allay my fears I knew I had to take a Robin McKinley book.  It didn’t really matter which one, although the cover for Chalice speaks to me with its warm, comforting colors and William Morris feel to the border.  In high school, I won a copy of "The Hero and the Crown".  After an enjoyable read, "The Blue Sword" followed and I was hooked on Robin McKinley and her female “I’m not ready to fill these shoes but here I am to push forward blindly” hero.  I wanted to bring a McKinley book to SAL because I felt (and still do) like an imposter.  Thinking of myself as an “Art Leader” was the same thing as the heroine of The Blue Sword leading her fighters against unbeatable odds into a future she could not envision.  McKinley’s female hero’s speak to me like few heroine’s.  I can associate with their feeling out of place, not fitting in, coping with a new reality.  Feeling like they do not have the skill or know how for the job at hand.  Yep!  Totally bringing a McKinley because I needed to have hope for that heroine who for all their haplessness conquered the villain, accomplished the deed and found themselves in the end.